Never Good Enough

The feeling of doubt, overtakes the mind, 
of those who are less content.
Hurting those around them
with less that no intent. 

"Am I worth the time he gives?"
Screams the voice inside my mind. 
It's hard to believe, I must admit, 
that life could be this kind. 

She's not good enough for him, she knows. 
She feels it in her heart. 
But she can't bring herself to see, the thought of being Apart.

She loves this boy, she feels its true. 
She's never felt this way.
But the weight of atelophobia, she feels,
should not be left at bay. 

She wishes he knew, how hard it is, 
to live with this stupid brain, 
complete with the worry of when he wakes up,
he'll see how much more he can gain. </3

Zumo De Mango
That is all.

Today

So, there's the thing with my mother being completely homophobic and everything...
And I just wind her up, ya know, as you do.
So, I fixed my little sisters Ipod...
Mother: "How did you get liz's ipod to work?!"
Me: "Because I'm a "Lesbian", and lesbians have superpowers."

Emily: 1 Mother: 0.

Zumo De Mango.
That is all.

My Friend

You were my inspiration, my muse, my song.
'Till feelings of doubt and regret came along.
Regret of the future, not yet passed,
And doubt of the present, the doubt it would last.
The feeling one has, when one finds ones friend,
To a woman, is over come and twisted round the bend.
For women seek security, companionship and love,
When all they need is friendship, pure as a dove.
I realised too late, that's what I craved,
And I begged hopelessly, that it could be saved.
I felt trapped, and scared, I loved you too much,
But I didn't feel right, with the way that you touched.
I needed a friend, I turned you a foe,
I tried to push you away, but I loved you so.
Do not think it was, time wasted in vain,
But I should have spoken, taken time to complain.
Oh, The things people say, Or write, or do,
Can make you realise, how much you miss being you.
Some change for others without their consent,
Then realise their actions and rise to repent.
It’s the people you love that warn you to heed.
And make you realise, they’re all that you need.
When you’re broken, they’ll help you mend.
And love you completely. ‘Till the very end.

Parody of "love story" by taylor swift.

You’re on the phone with your daughter,

She’s upset,

She’s going on about something your ex said,

You shouldn’t choose your ex just before her,

She’s crying in her room, wishing you’d just be her dad.

I can’t believe you would let her be so sad.

One day she could grow up, not want to know you.

Chorus

Your ex is in a hostel,

And she’s anorexic,

She bit her first daughter,

And that’s how is started,

I just think about the day when you wake up and find,

What we’ve been telling you has been right the whole time,

 And can’t you see that we’re the ones that tried to tell you?

All this time how could you not know?

Andeeeeee, she doesn’t want to know me.

She don’t wanna know me.

Walking down the street with my head held down in shame,

I can’t believe she thinks I’m the one to blame.

It’s so hard living with deceit and deception.

Torn at the seams are left two young girls so frail.

She’d throw away her own family for one old male.

What you doing with a woman like that?

Why can’t you man up and be her dad?

Me and my sister wrote this in our times of desperation. </3

You'll See.

You're the most perfect boy I ever cold need.
Why can't you see that? You're blinded by greed.
I knew there was something when you kissed like you did.
But out of my hands, of course you slid.
I couldn't hold on. You lost interest.
I gave you everything. More than my best.
Now you ignore me when I try to speak.
And make out it's because you're mild and meek.
Just you watch out babe, you'll run out of luck.
I wont come running when you say you're stuck.
Your heart will break, and your mind will ache.
You'll realise using me was a big mistake
Hold on honey, to those hundereds of whores.
Soon you'll know, I'm what you want and more.

A Lesson Well Learned

I spent every moment thinking of you,
And now you’ve torn me apart.
You filled my head
And stole my bed.
And now you’ve taken my heart.
I tried to be, everything you’d need
And thought you could love me too.
How stupid of me!
I tried not to see
The world revolves around you.
You killed me, you evil boy
You’ve ripped my heart to shreds
You used me, abused me
And made your way to my bed.
Did I really deserve to be used?
Then thrown unto the ground?
You played me along for six long months,
Without even making a sound.
I’m hurt, I’m ruined, I’m banished from the world.
To stay away from you: A lesson well learned.

Sisters Duet

So here is a video of me and my little sister singing.
Be aware she's 11... So... No hate...
:)

Zumo De Mango.

That is all.

Lips.

So.... Here is a picture of my lips.
Nothing special about them...
But I love them.
Everyone should love their lips...
Because where would we be without them?
Apriciation for lips! YAY!

Zumo de Mango.
That is all.

Itsa mee. Mariooo!

So... Here is another of my video's....
Explaining who I am...
And creating a lemon plant....
Yaaaay! ;)
Enjoys.

Zumo De Mango.

That is all.

Updattle!

Hey Guys!
I'm sorry I haven't been posting things onto youtube of facebook recently.... I've been slightly ill...
(With pneumonia)

So.... I shall overcome my illness.... and become king!
For all to see.

Muahahaha!
I walked into school yesterday to do some revision after school... and the looks people gave me for not wearing uniform.
It was EPIC!

I can conqeur the world!!!
But, If I were anything close to normal, I would have wanted to be in school uniform...

But having an illness caused by pure cold, I thought it only right to wear a dress to school...

Oh yeah.

Zumo De mango...
That is all.

(I love you all, my little bed posts!)

Do I have visions?

So, Last night I was sleeping, and dreamt I went shopping with someone that I haven't seen in 7 years.
I wake up, and she's added me on facebook.

I dreamt that I was kissing a certain someone...
And they asked me out today.

I dreamt I was standing alone, singing on a stage,
I recieve news I'm going to be "Kicked out" of our band.

I think my mind is magic,
Just like my friends' boob that itches when it's going to rain.

This is serious you guys....
I think I'm magic!

I KNOW I'M MAGIC! <3


Zumo De Mango
That is all.

School!

So here is a video I made about school.
I intned to do a few more video's....
It's just attempting to make interesting video's... Without rambling... Don't want to fall into that trap...
So... Here it is...
Newest video. :)

Ranty Rabbit.

Lol.
Am I getting confident of what?? O.o
Another youtube video?
This can't be right...